OK— so I obviously suck at this blogging-on-the-regular thing! Sorry folks! Horrible, I know. Quick update on where I am right now – still single, still enjoying myself and still ballin’! ha ha I am back to Ubering and Lyfting again. I am cooking more, I sleep on my balcony in my hammock most nights and I have also decided something major in my life, but I am not going to share with you just yet (still building suspense). Oh yes, and who could forget that I am on the verge of becoming a CAT MOM!
I am actually pretty excited about getting a pet. I’ve never really been a fan of cats at all, but this one stole my heart! He is a Mexican cat, currently, he lives in Juarez, Chihuahua. He only understands Spanish right now but I am going to teach him English, of course. His name is Simba Amaru Tupac Verduzco and he is totally gangsta, that is why I fell in love with him. I heard that he roams the streets of Juarez and he likes to mean mug these two Pits that live up the street from him. ha ha They bark at him and he just stares at them like “What fools? Do somethin’!” I just love him so much and he hasn’t even moved in yet!
What else? Let’s see/// well I started Ubering and Lyfting again to make some easy money. Better than drug dealing, I suppose! hehe JK Ya’ll this blog post is really just a whack post, because I haven’t posted in a while and I just wanted to give y’all an update on my current status. Life is just good y’all!
I am not talking to Obed again. Not for any particualr reason other than we are divorced and I just don’t want to be his “friend”. I don’t have any hard feelings against him and I will always wish him well no matter what, I just don’t feel the necessity to keep hanging on to something that is just no longer there. I mean, he was my husband – not just a random relationship that you can cut ties with and be friends.
We are divorced. Done. OVER.
I don’t know why he insists on us being friends. It simply doesn’t help me completely heal my still present wound and I don’t see any benefit to it. I am proud of where I am and how far I have come in my healing journey, but a heartache is like any other wound…you can’t keep picking at it and expect it to heal. It takes proper care and recovery.
Obed will forever be a sweet memory in my life that helped me to learn some hard lessons, mature and grow in my faith, he just cannot continue to be present in my life. I am choosing to let him go— even more so now, than ever before. I have to look after myself, my heart and be diligent in my journey to move forward without him.
Regardless, right now, I am happy, I am living and I am exactly where I need to be and I wouldn’t change it for anything. How about y’all? How are y’all feeling?